遗憾后悔的感觉

我看加进yukkwan的网站
在里面我进了一个“爱吾育群”的blog
里面有几个拍摄是关于到育群里的每个角落
里面有拍摄到办公室，食堂，厕所等.....
让我想起了在学校里和朋友一起玩闹的时候
，去找老师的时候....
我感到很难过，很恨自己..
为什么当初不好好听书，老是爱逃课，上课是去食堂买东西吃...
听见育群里的每个好老师渐渐的要离开育群
我有点感到遗憾～～T.T

i'm a stupid gir @/@l

i don't like to be a loser.
why i can't to be a strong girl.
why i can't use one chance to get pass.
i will so sad a long time when i do  any thing failure.
why i will sad easy when i hear talking about my doing is wrong.
why i'm a timid people just like mouse
why i always can't make a decide and can't make a  answer , when i meet a problem
i will  take  SPM result on this Wednesday
i  didn't feel any nervous,may be this is my habits i can't make a choice ..who can help me???
i scared i will feel sorry that to my future when make a wrong choice
i really really really quite scared