真的有一种痛是叫说不出的痛,
痛, 是在心里
痛, 有多少个人可知道
痛, 你又可感觉到和了解过
留在心里的痛你能否感觉的到
可我也很害怕,很痛苦,很想逃离
笑, 不代表我是真的开心
哭, 不代表我真的是为你而伤心
而是, 我再也找不出一个理由去像以前那样的爱你
我真的累了, 痛够了, 泪也留光了!!!!
我可以放手吗?
2014年7月4日星期五
2014年2月7日星期五
久违的心情
真的很久都没来这写blog了...
怎么人越长大就会连笑是怎样都忘了。
就连爱情也是一样,时间走得越快,相处的时间久了.......怎么感觉也跟着淡了
我能怎样做..跟着心?还是继续那样下去?
心!到底是怎么了? 怎么闷闷不乐的?
真的很想大哭一场
怎么人越长大就会连笑是怎样都忘了。
就连爱情也是一样,时间走得越快,相处的时间久了.......怎么感觉也跟着淡了
我能怎样做..跟着心?还是继续那样下去?
心!到底是怎么了? 怎么闷闷不乐的?
真的很想大哭一场
2013年7月5日星期五
WTF
i hate u super much..!! who u thnk u r..!!!
big boss?? dai sai ar?? every time, u only look for the people u like, u expect his/ her who can did well..>:O
whts ur fuking face u showing to me..
this is wht u as a lecture should express to ur student..
and asking u question also nid to c ur face..!!!!
y every said tht u r a good lecture???
but i dun thnk so the way do is good..
big boss?? dai sai ar?? every time, u only look for the people u like, u expect his/ her who can did well..>:O
whts ur fuking face u showing to me..
this is wht u as a lecture should express to ur student..
and asking u question also nid to c ur face..!!!!
y every said tht u r a good lecture???
but i dun thnk so the way do is good..
2013年4月30日星期二
一切一切..
我们在一起都有一年半了, 真的很快..:)
在这一年里....我...是否开心..连我自己也不懂..
就算有,都只有那短短的几分钟..
真的觉得自己越来越失去方向感了...
也 越来越模糊..心里的痛也不懂变得什么滋味了..
就好像包括了甜,酸,苦, 辣..
是我一直都在逃避事实, 不敢去接受.. :'(
我真的对自己越来越没信心了..
一天一天的在害怕, 害怕你那一天告诉我: 对不起..
说实在的我真的会有点接受不到..
就近你真的对我很好,好过之前我能感受到..
但是我在想, 你真的对我好是来自你的内心..
还是你想要补偿..
但是...我真正的内伤你又了解多少?
我多在乎? 多痛? 多伤?
zhi shi wo zhen de hen zai hu
ni dui wo shuo de mei yi ju mei yi jian shi guan yu ta de
wo zhen de hen tong ni you zhi dao duo shao
bu shi wo yi ju mei guan shi , ni yi ju dui bu qi ,bu gai na yang zuo lai shang wo..
事实就是事实了,真的不能再逃避了
即使你真的那么的喜欢,我会祝你幸福不会再纠缠你了
2012年10月14日星期日
2012年7月21日星期六
shi huo chang da le
ni yi jing bu zai xiang yi jian na yang le ~
you sheng men kuang nan gai zi ji qu mian dui le~
gai xue hui jian qiang, tu li, he yong yu mian dui xian zai de wen ti le
shang zhong hui shang, tong zhong shi hui tong de,
zhong bi hao guo tong yi bei zi
bu ru ba shou fan kai, wo men yi jing li de try~~:')
you sheng men kuang nan gai zi ji qu mian dui le~
gai xue hui jian qiang, tu li, he yong yu mian dui xian zai de wen ti le
shang zhong hui shang, tong zhong shi hui tong de,
zhong bi hao guo tong yi bei zi
bu ru ba shou fan kai, wo men yi jing li de try~~:')
2012年7月19日星期四
有一种感情叫无缘,有一种放弃叫成全。
wo zhen de bu dong yao zen yang zuo hao,
wo zhen de zhen de zhen hen hai pa shi qu ni,
yuan lai wo fa xian wo zhen de ffei chang xi huai ni,
ke shi ni de xing yi jian bu zai wo zhe le,
bu guan wo duo me de ru li hai shi hui bu dao yuan lai de na zhong gan jue,
wo mei tian du zai tan xing ni ji shi hui zhen de xi huai shang ta,
wo yi jian xing li you sue ni yi jian bu zai shi yi qian na ge daddy le,
wo you gan jue dao ni yi jian bian le,
shui ke yi gei yong qi wo qu mian dui na zhong tong, na zhong bu ju ming de bei shang,
wo zhi dao ta pi wo wen nuan, mei li, sheng cai you mei, sheng ying you dong ren,
ru guo ni zhen de xi huai ta, wo hui fa shou ran ni he ta zai yi qi, zhu ni xing fu kuai le,
hao guo ba na zhong tong liu zai xing li, ni bu zhi dao na zhong gan jue you na me de nan shou,
na me de tong, zhen de zhen de zhen de hen nan shou hai jia shang tong,
wo zhen de zhen de zhen hen hai pa shi qu ni,
yuan lai wo fa xian wo zhen de ffei chang xi huai ni,
ke shi ni de xing yi jian bu zai wo zhe le,
bu guan wo duo me de ru li hai shi hui bu dao yuan lai de na zhong gan jue,
wo mei tian du zai tan xing ni ji shi hui zhen de xi huai shang ta,
wo yi jian xing li you sue ni yi jian bu zai shi yi qian na ge daddy le,
wo you gan jue dao ni yi jian bian le,
shui ke yi gei yong qi wo qu mian dui na zhong tong, na zhong bu ju ming de bei shang,
wo zhi dao ta pi wo wen nuan, mei li, sheng cai you mei, sheng ying you dong ren,
ru guo ni zhen de xi huai ta, wo hui fa shou ran ni he ta zai yi qi, zhu ni xing fu kuai le,
hao guo ba na zhong tong liu zai xing li, ni bu zhi dao na zhong gan jue you na me de nan shou,
na me de tong, zhen de zhen de zhen de hen nan shou hai jia shang tong,
2012年7月7日星期六
zhen de zhen de hen tong!!!
shui nen gao shun wo wei shen hui na yang ma?
zhe zhong tong ran wo hen bu shu fu
hen tong hen tong hen tong hen tong T>T
zai tong wo ye bu nen ku,
zai tong wo ye bu nen biao lu chu lai,
zai tong wo ye yao ren,
zai tong wo ye bu nen zai ta mian qian ku..
zai tong............
wo pa wo zhen de cheng shou bu dao!!!
shui nen gao shun wo wei shen hui na yang ma?
zhe zhong tong ran wo hen bu shu fu
hen tong hen tong hen tong hen tong T>T
zai tong wo ye bu nen ku,
zai tong wo ye bu nen biao lu chu lai,
zai tong wo ye yao ren,
zai tong wo ye bu nen zai ta mian qian ku..
zai tong............
wo pa wo zhen de cheng shou bu dao!!!
2012年5月17日星期四
2012年4月16日星期一
ai jiu shi na yang de ma
bu zhi bu jue, wo he ta zai yi qi cha bu duo ban nian le~~
ta shi ge hao nan ren,dan shi ta zui bu huo de yi fan mian~~jiu shi mei tian ba wo fa zai ling yi bian~
er qu wan ta de you xi~~><
wo xin li jiang ge ni wan ,qi shi wo hen xiang ni pei wo~~
bu gei ni wan you hao xiang zai kong zhi ni~~
ke shi ni yi chi you yi chi de hu lue wo
hua zhi shi dui peng you hao guo dui wo ~
mei chi wo bu zhao ni, ni jiu bu hui zhao wo~
ni na me xi hua wan you xi, ni jiao 'ta'gen ni zai yi qi~
na ni hai yao wo lai gan ma~><
ni ba wo dang zuo shi wan ju arhx~~><
xu de shi hou jiu hao hao de dui tai,
bu yao de shi hou jiu ba wo diu zai ling yi pan ~
ni zai wan you xi de shi hou ,ni you li guo wo de gan shou ma~~
ni gen ben hao xiang du bu xu yao wo, ni qu pei ni de you xi
ni jiao ta pei ni, zhao ku ni, long dong xi gei ni chi~~
wo hen tao yan ni wan you xi, bu gei ni wan you xi ni jiu gei chou nian wo kang~
ni xiang yao wo zen yang~
shuo hao le bu qu zhao ni de , jie guo hai bu shi qu zhao ni~~
zhe jiao shen me, jiao fan jian
wo zai xiang ru guo you huo ji tian wo zhen de bu zhao ni,
ni hui zhao wo ma?
ni hui xiang qi wo ma?
ni hui wu xi luan xiang ma ,pi ru xiang wo hui fa sheng she me shi ji lei de?
ru guo, you yi tian wo zhen bu zhao ni, na shi zhen ming le ,wo yi jin dui si xin le ma?
mei chi xiang ni hu luan wo , bu li wo , bu zhao wo, wo zhen de hen bu kai xin~shen zhi hai diao lei le~~~:'(
ni zhen de yao wo zai ni mian qian ku , ni cai zhen xi wo ma?
ru guo wo zhen ku le, na shi zhen ming wo yi jing dui ni wu hua ke shuo le~~T>T
ni yao zhen yang jiu zhen yang, shui bian ni le~~
ke shi wo bu xiang yao na yang~~T>T
:(!!!!!!!!! :( :( :(
ta shi ge hao nan ren,dan shi ta zui bu huo de yi fan mian~~jiu shi mei tian ba wo fa zai ling yi bian~
er qu wan ta de you xi~~><
wo xin li jiang ge ni wan ,qi shi wo hen xiang ni pei wo~~
bu gei ni wan you hao xiang zai kong zhi ni~~
ke shi ni yi chi you yi chi de hu lue wo
hua zhi shi dui peng you hao guo dui wo ~
mei chi wo bu zhao ni, ni jiu bu hui zhao wo~
ni na me xi hua wan you xi, ni jiao 'ta'gen ni zai yi qi~
na ni hai yao wo lai gan ma~><
ni ba wo dang zuo shi wan ju arhx~~><
xu de shi hou jiu hao hao de dui tai,
bu yao de shi hou jiu ba wo diu zai ling yi pan ~
ni zai wan you xi de shi hou ,ni you li guo wo de gan shou ma~~
ni gen ben hao xiang du bu xu yao wo, ni qu pei ni de you xi
ni jiao ta pei ni, zhao ku ni, long dong xi gei ni chi~~
wo hen tao yan ni wan you xi, bu gei ni wan you xi ni jiu gei chou nian wo kang~
ni xiang yao wo zen yang~
shuo hao le bu qu zhao ni de , jie guo hai bu shi qu zhao ni~~
zhe jiao shen me, jiao fan jian
wo zai xiang ru guo you huo ji tian wo zhen de bu zhao ni,
ni hui zhao wo ma?
ni hui xiang qi wo ma?
ni hui wu xi luan xiang ma ,pi ru xiang wo hui fa sheng she me shi ji lei de?
ru guo, you yi tian wo zhen bu zhao ni, na shi zhen ming le ,wo yi jin dui si xin le ma?
mei chi xiang ni hu luan wo , bu li wo , bu zhao wo, wo zhen de hen bu kai xin~shen zhi hai diao lei le~~~:'(
ni zhen de yao wo zai ni mian qian ku , ni cai zhen xi wo ma?
ru guo wo zhen ku le, na shi zhen ming wo yi jing dui ni wu hua ke shuo le~~T>T
ni yao zhen yang jiu zhen yang, shui bian ni le~~
ke shi wo bu xiang yao na yang~~T>T
:(!!!!!!!!! :( :( :(
2012年3月11日星期日
2012年2月27日星期一
wht the hell to u
LEE KAR YEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wht the hell to u ohhhhhhhhhhh~
wht the problem to u worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~
cn u be more active??
cn u dun want rely someone on assignment??
no body will help u even they knw hw to do~~
or even they dun knw hw to do..
also wont do the research for u and put the effort on ur assignment ~~
LEE KAR YEEEEEE
BE more independent!!!!
BE more responsibility !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oops!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got a damn F*** problem~~
who will knw??
who help me solve the problem????
i wan cry and cry and cry~~
but y my tear wont cum out ~~><
i feel very hard~~very xin ku~~
should i cut hand??
cn i smoke all the time if i feel stress ????
wht should i do??
i reli reli reli reli feeeeeellll very very very very xin ku~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no body will knw about it!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:( :( :( :( :( :( :(
wht the hell to u ohhhhhhhhhhh~
wht the problem to u worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~
cn u be more active??
cn u dun want rely someone on assignment??
no body will help u even they knw hw to do~~
or even they dun knw hw to do..
also wont do the research for u and put the effort on ur assignment ~~
LEE KAR YEEEEEE
BE more independent!!!!
BE more responsibility !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oops!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got a damn F*** problem~~
who will knw??
who help me solve the problem????
i wan cry and cry and cry~~
but y my tear wont cum out ~~><
i feel very hard~~very xin ku~~
should i cut hand??
cn i smoke all the time if i feel stress ????
wht should i do??
i reli reli reli reli feeeeeellll very very very very xin ku~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no body will knw about it!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:( :( :( :( :( :( :(
2012年2月19日星期日
what's going on
what the hell am i feeling nw~~
i feel like very moody n wanna crying but cn't cry~~
boss daddy~~i damn miss u in tis moment..
soorry that wht i doing jux now~~
i'm not wan to end the call~~jux feel something stoped my mind and mk me unhappy~~
then i only end the call and said i was tired and going bed~
bcs i dun wan let u knw i'm unhappy without reason
actually, i also dun knw why i will feel moody
it's about u??
haiz!!! i reli dun knw..and also i dun understand myself also~~><
wht i want ??wht i need??
may be is it u r so prefect for me..
and i jux a stupid girl~
always gv trouble to u, dun let u play games and so so so so so many thing~~
i reli reli very scare i was accustomed to rely on u one of the time..
and ask u help me to do all the assignment..
i very scare also u will leaving me one day bcs my bad habit~~
anyway, i will try best to change myself~~
I Luv U,BD~~^^
i feel like very moody n wanna crying but cn't cry~~
boss daddy~~i damn miss u in tis moment..
soorry that wht i doing jux now~~
i'm not wan to end the call~~jux feel something stoped my mind and mk me unhappy~~
then i only end the call and said i was tired and going bed~
bcs i dun wan let u knw i'm unhappy without reason
actually, i also dun knw why i will feel moody
it's about u??
haiz!!! i reli dun knw..and also i dun understand myself also~~><
wht i want ??wht i need??
may be is it u r so prefect for me..
and i jux a stupid girl~
always gv trouble to u, dun let u play games and so so so so so many thing~~
i reli reli very scare i was accustomed to rely on u one of the time..
and ask u help me to do all the assignment..
i very scare also u will leaving me one day bcs my bad habit~~
anyway, i will try best to change myself~~
I Luv U,BD~~^^
2012年2月6日星期一
2012年1月2日星期一
2011年12月19日星期一
2011年12月18日星期日
气爆了
真的真的真的真的很气你每次都那样
每次那里都一定要你在身边,不然就说他不给~~
一句讲完是你不给才对~~
我真想有个绝症,就快要死的那种~~
等我不用再求你们~~问你们我要和朋友去trip~~
每次问你们,你们都不给不给不给~~><
每次都令我真的很不开心~~
我很讨厌问你们,跟你们讲东西~~
我觉得跟你们讲东西就好像都对着墙壁说话,我真的感觉很辛苦~~
我讨厌你们!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
每次那里都一定要你在身边,不然就说他不给~~
一句讲完是你不给才对~~
我真想有个绝症,就快要死的那种~~
等我不用再求你们~~问你们我要和朋友去trip~~
每次问你们,你们都不给不给不给~~><
每次都令我真的很不开心~~
我很讨厌问你们,跟你们讲东西~~
我觉得跟你们讲东西就好像都对着墙壁说话,我真的感觉很辛苦~~
我讨厌你们!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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